23 years ago, a young woman went to our village, and, behold, the people is unkempt appearance giggle. Therefore, in the village are often the daughter-in-law of women's spit, some daughter-in-law also come forward to tread several feet, and told her to "get some further". But she will not go, still giggling drove in the village. At that time, my father has 35 years old. He was working in ShiLiaoChang breakage by the machine left hand, and because of poor, has been home not marry the daughter-in-law. Grandma see that woman and a feminine beauty, changed idea, decided to take her to my father do my daughter-in-law, "add incense". Father is the boss, but looking at home to the remark was, YaoYaoYa promised. The results, the father a points, when not spend the groom.
Although niang milk turned bad, but I can't eat to niang of half a mouth milk
Niang I was born, my grandma hold me, not to grow with few tooth mouth was delighted to say: "this crazy old woman niang, return to me had a belt BaEr grandson." Just, I started life, grandma to pull me away, and I never let niang near.
Mother always wanted to hug me, DuoCi before grandma in laboriously shout: "give, give me..." Grandma didn't ignore her. I so small, like a meat doodle, one thousand niang dropped the I fell to the ground? After all, niang is a madman. Whenever niang have hug me request, grandma always stare up eyes tear her: "you don't want to hold the children, and I will not give you. If I found you steal hugged him, and I would have killed you. Even if not killed, I also want to send you away." Grandma said this, no BanDianEr ambiguous meaning. Niang understand, a full face of fear, every time just looked at me from a distance. Although niang milk turned bad, but I can't eat to niang of half a mouth milk is a key, grandma a spoonfuls of I feed big. My grandma said niang of milk has "sickos", if infect I'd be in trouble.
At that time, my home is still in poverty in the mire of the struggle. Especially added niang and I. Grandma decided to drive away, because niang mother not only eat at home "XianFan" and occasionally also the sleeping dogs lie. One day, grandmother cooked a cauldron rice, hand to niang added a large bowl, said: "the daughter-in-law, this home was too poor, mother-in-law sorry you. Have you finished this rice, he went to look for some people live a rich, and will not come,?" Niang just pick a mass of rice in the mouth, listening to the "ZhuKeLing" grandma, appear very surprised, a group the rice is in his mouth grinds to a. Mother looked at me in the bosom of the grandma, slurred ability to: "not, don't......" Grandma flung scowled, take out the paternalism harsh voice roar majesty way: "you this crazy old woman niang, as stubborn as down, what didn't you of good fruit. You eat was wandering around, I took you for two years, you have to eat a meal? Go, hear?" Say that finish grandma from behind the door handle took out a hoe, like She too gentleman's leading toward the earth like rod was a bit, "dong" to send out a noise. Niang a scare, timidly looked at her mother-in-law, and low slowly head to see the tears happen before job, glistening impinges on the rice. Grandma in BiShi, niang suddenly has a very odd move, she will find the rice bowl points to another empty bowl, then wretched look at grandma.
Grandma stay, originally, niang is to grandma said, every eat eat a half bowl of rice, but don't catch her go. Grandma heart as if being severely pulled a few, grandma are also women, her tough attitude also pack out. Grandma don't overdo, ripped will contain hot tears back, and then to board up face and said: "quick eat fast eat, eat the quick go." Niang seems to desperate, and even the half bowl of rice also didn't eat, stumbled out of the gate, but long standing at the door, don't walk. Grandma hardened his heart said: "you walk, you go, don't turn back." Go on it, instead niang hands to the mother-in-law bosom, originally wanted to hug me, mom. Grandma hesitated, or will I handed it to the infant niang. The first time I grabbed the mother in her arms, grinning, laugh too faces the spring breeze. Grandma but, hands with underneath then, afraid of the crazy came up with a mother, I will throw it away. Like crap Niang hug me time to less than three minutes, grandma and can't wait to will I took in the past, then turned to go shut the door.
And the communication between us is based on my "roar" give priority to, niang is never dare to talk back to
When I her reddened hands xiao things, I found that, in addition to me, other friends all have niang. I want to find a father, grandma, they say, your mother died. Can tell me: "friends but you niang is mad, and your grandma away." I will find my grandma, she also I over trifling niang, also had called her a "grandma Wolf" and even her end to my food spilled all over the earth. I was not "crazy" concept, the only know miss her, she look like? Still alive? Unexpectedly, in my age 6, 5 years home the niang incredibly back. That day, a few friends fly as the news: "small trees, running fast and see, you niang back, you of the crazy niang back......." I still fart dian fart, cut and rushed out, father, grandma as I also chase out. This is the first time since I can remember see niang. She still rags, the hair also some yellow broken grass, who knows which is at the end of the hay in the night. Niang not into the house, but face the my house, sitting in front of the village DaoChang blind-folded, hand take a dirty balloons. When I and a group of partners standing in front of her, she eagerly among us from search of her son. Niang finally stares at me, I gaze at me, grinning, call I: "young trees...... the ball ball!" She stood up and kept up the balloon, please begin to go to my bosom plug. But I run into the back. I expected, have never thought I thought so much of that is incredibly niang vice image. A friends aside input said: "a small tree, you now know what is mad? Is your niang like this."
I angrily to friends said: "she is your niang! Your niang is crazy, you niang is like this." I turned tail and ran. This crazy niang I don't. Grandma and father kept the niang brought into the door. That year, grandma out niang, her conscience by torture, with aging, her heart day by day never hard not to get up, so active left niang, and I'm the boss glad to, because niang lost my face.
I have never given niang good face, never told her active spoke to, the more didn't call her with a "niang", and the communication between us is based on my "roar" give priority to, niang is never dare to talk back to.
Grandma mumblingly say: "fruitcake, the in the mind also know love their children!"
White House can't raise the niang, grandma decided to train niang do some chores. Hard labor work, grandma took niang out "watch", a bit not obedient will suffer beating.
Some days, grandma thought niang has been trained enough, just call niang go out alone cut a ragweed. Unexpectedly, niang only half an hour as cut off two baskets of "a ragweed". Grandma a look, again nasty and panic, the somebody else in the field is cut niang is born out of rice panicle slurry. Grandma flustered and frustratedly scold her "crazy old woman niang aspertate regardless of......" Grandma was thinking about how to rehabilitation, the owner of the paddy fields, that seek to come to say my grandma deliberately instigated. Grandma fire emit three zhangs, in the presence of the somebody else face took out a wooden stick root in the small of the back of the knock niang, say: "kill you fruitcake, see you still dare to bring calamity?............" old niang
Though mad, painful or mother know, her jump jump to hide grandma of wooden stick, the mouth kept out "don't, don't......" The cry of the. Finally, the somebody else see but eye, active said: "calculate, we don't pursue her. After watching strict point is......" The storm subsided, niang slanting on the ground with sobs. I disdain ground said to her: "grass and rice are points not clear, you are a pig." The words sound just fell, I got a slap on the back of the head, is grandma dozen. Grandma stare at scold me: "the little hare, how do you speak of? Again, she also is how to wear your niang!" I despise ground mouth a pie: "I have no such stupid mad niang!"
"Wow, you're more and more ridiculous. See I don't beat you!" Grandma and raise slap, when see like spring from the earth mother as jumped up and cross in my grandma and middle, by his mother head, "hit me, hit me called".
I understand, niang is called grandma hit her, don't hit me. Grandma for in midair hand self-effacing lop, mouth, "said aloud fruitcake, the in the mind also know love their children!" I go to school soon, his father was a fish neighberhood market please go to keep fish pond, can earn $50 a month. Niang still in grandma's lead out to work, the main is playing a ragweed, she didn't make any big trouble.
Remember when I read the primary school is grade three a winter sky, rain, she let niang to send me an umbrella. Niang might go for broke several falls, all over like a NiHou like, she stood at the window of looked at me giggle, the mouth call: "tree............" umbrella Some students xi xi smile. Take the lead of the input is XiaoFan, when he was in exaggeration to imitate, I grabbed the pencil case before he hit the past, jerk to. He rushed into my neck to chock, takes us up. I am so small, no match for him, he was easily in the earth pressure. At that time, only heard from outside the classroom "ao" the sound like a warrior, niang cried like a streak come in, XiaoFan pushed up, towed outside. All say mad, really not false big strength. Niang hands will bully me for the XiaoFan into the air, he scared to cry out niang, a pair of dad chubby legs in the air TiDeng mess. Niang no reaction, and incredibly will he lost to the school gate of the pool, then a face of nonchalance ground to go away.
For I ran a great mother, she is like no matter. In front of me, and restore a mother vice duty member qie qie of expression, please ground to looking at me. I understand that this is love, even if is not conscious, a mother's love is awake, because her son was the bullying of others. At that time I couldn't help but called the sound: "niang!" This is the first time since I will speak out her. Niang whole body an earthquake, a long time to look at me, and then like a child like shame, at the red in the face, silly grin and smiled. That day, we both mother and child first share one umbrella back home. I break the news to my grandma said, grandma frighten fall in a chair, hurriedly please to dad called back. Dad had just entered the house, a group of take knife great man broke into my house, prime indiscriminate, first the basin of boiler bowl gourd ladle hit the explosion. This is all the fans please of the people, FanFu bad to ruthlessly pointed to the nose of the father said, "my son was a mental derangement, now health hospital lying down. Your home or take out 1000 dollars medical bills, I a fire of your house."
1000 pieces? Dad just 50 dollars a month!!!!! Look at the family by murderous look, dad eyes fan slowly burning red, he is very horrible eyes on niang, one hand quickly under the waist belt, solution to niang call to their heads snapped off. It was a moment, like a hero of desperate mother mouse, helpless hopping and hide, her voice sound from the smoke and belts in her send out that kind of ringing noise, and I'll never forget. Finally came the director of the local police station to the hand of the father. The mediation of the police station, the result is a mutual loss, two owes. Who again make take who! A group of people left, dad to see the infamous house full of boiler bowl fragments, and look at scarred niang, he suddenly will niang his arm around the into tears, said: "crazy old woman niang, not I hit you, I don't tend to hit you, it not, let's have no money to compensate the somebody else ah." Dad and looked at me and said: "trees, you must be. Otherwise, we are being bullied lifetime!" I nodded sensible.
Niang lay quietly on the bottom of a valley, and hand tightly clutched a peach
In the summer of 2000, I excellent grades went to high school. JiLaoChengJi grandmother died, the home of harder for the day. Civil affairs bureau will my family as extremely needy, monthly allowance 40 yuan of money, I am in a high school also appropriate relief my school fees, I just could continue to read on.
Because is the ZhuDou, study and grasp tight, I seldom go home. Father is still $50 for a part-time job, for I send food of the burden of responsibility will fall upon the niang. Every time always next door of aunt help for my good pickle, and then give it to fry sent niang. 20 kilometers of mountain sheep intestines deficit niang firmly down, rain or shine. Also is a miracle, no son do, niang is not a bit mad. In addition to a mother's love, I can't explain the phenomenon on medicine should be how to decipher.
In April 2003, Sunday niang came, not only for I brought the food, also brought ten several wild fresh peaches. I picked up a, a bite, smiling to ask her: "pretty sweet, which come of?" My mother says: "I...... I pick..." Didn't expect niang will pick wild peach, I sincerely praise her: "niang, you are more and more capable." Niang hey hey laughing.
Niang before I left, I routinely told her attention to safety, niang "oh oh" to a ball. Send to walk, I plunge into and mother before the university entrance exam last review. The second day, I was in class, in a hurry to school aunt, ask my niang brought vegetables to no, said my niang still don't go home. My heart a tight, niang this can't go wrong way? Aunt asked: "your mother didn't say???????" I said no, she brought me ten several wild fresh peaches miles. With a beat: aunt "bad bad, may be bad in this wild fresh peaches." For my aunt asked for a leave along the mountain path, we find, on the way back home has a few wild peach, peach tree hanging on to leaving a few peach, because of long in the cliff to be preserved. We also found a peach tree branches have broken trace, under the tree is zhang abyss. Aunt looked at me and said, "cliff bottom to go and check it out!" I said, "you don't frighten me aunt......" Aunt not from cent say, pulling me went to the valley go...
Niang lay quietly on the bottom of a valley, and peripheral is some scattered peaches, her hand tightly clutched a, blood coagulation became a heavy black early. I have all the five zang-organs, grief crack hold to hold niang, said: "niang, my paying niang, son HuiBuGai said the peach sweet ah, is the life of your son to......" I head stick in the niang, cried, the face of the cold stone of teas with tears......
In the 100 days after was being buried niang, university admission notice "fly" into my house
On August 7, 2003, in the 100 days after was being buried niang, university of hot stamping admission notice through niang have taken the road, through the number of wild peach, through the village of DaoChang straight before, "flies" into my house. I put the letter in the late into the grave: "cold niang son ambition, niang, you hear it? You can smile underworld!"
